Oh, How I wish I could run...

You will never realize how bad you want to and need to run when you can't. This hit me really hard last night when I was on the elliptical that I wanted to run more than anything in the world. I moved to the treadmill for my cool down walk and I wanted to punch the people that were running on the treadmill and yell at the other people that could, but weren't running. I am sitting at the office now looking outside at the gorgeous day and wanting to go for a run. How I miss it so. It has been 3.5 weeks now since my diagnosis. 2.5 weeks left! It is taking forever. I am sick of being inside, I am sick of the elliptical, I am sick of water running. I am to the point now that I feel like crying because I can't run. I am hoping next weeks warm weather will help because I will be able to get out on the bike instead of being inside. In the mean time, I will look to see if I can find the new Asics Nimbus shoes online for cheap. Maybe by the time I can wear them they will be on sale.